Today I showed both weakness and strength.
If I accept the love of a girl who has a distant boyfriend she cares for but is always hurt by am I then a hypocrite?
I vowed not to be like Glenn ever, and take advantage of a couple in weakness for my own good. I am not going to listen the the faults that are had of this boy by this girl. I am not going to base my sole judgement of him by these thoughts alone. I don't think I'll even make a judgement on him.
If I should, I will not share that judgement with her. That would be most unfair, to him, and to her.
Pehaps I should give her more room to work things out with him first. If she loves him, as I do her, than maybe that would bring her more happiness.
I must beat any jealousy that should exist in me. Although I've noticed surprisingly little.
Am I really so easily trusting?
Am I really conscious of myself today?
Am I really a good kisser?
If I can believe the truth of me, than I have little regret to fear.
我真正地爱她。
Thursday, May 15, 2003
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