What lips my lips have kissed, and where, and why,
I have forgotten, and what arms have lain
Under my head till morning; but the rain
Is full of ghosts tonight, that tap and sigh
Upon the glass and listen for reply,
And in my heart there stirs a quiet pain
For unremembered lads that not again
Will turn to me at midnight with a cry.
Thus in the winter stands the lonely tree,
Nor knows what birds have vanished one by one,
Yet knows it boughs more silent than before:
I cannot say what loves have come and gone,
I only know that summer sang in me
A little while, that in me sings no more.

Edna St. Vincent Millay

It is incredible how time changes our lives. like watching the clouds sink as you fly above. all histories just wash away and you sink into sleep.

When you think you know love can it ever live permanently as just a thought?

Does anyone believe they can truly define love? ; here we see that the dictionary tries:

love

Pronunciation: 'l&v
Function: noun
Etymology: Middle English, from Old English lufu; akin to Old High German luba love, Old English lEof dear, Latin lubEre, libEre to please
Date: before 12th century
1 a (1) : strong affection for another arising out of kinship or personal ties (2) : attraction based on sexual desire : affection and tenderness felt by lovers (3) : affection based on admiration, benevolence, or common interests b : an assurance of love
2 : warm attachment, enthusiasm, or devotion
3 a : the object of attachment, devotion, or admiration b (1) : a beloved person : DARLING -- often used as a term of endearment (2) British -- used as an informal term of address
4 a : unselfish loyal and benevolent concern for the good of another: as (1) : the fatherly concern of God for humankind (2) : brotherly concern for others b : a person's adoration of God
5 : a god or personification of love
6 : an amorous episode : LOVE AFFAIR
7 : the sexual embrace : COPULATION
8 : a score of zero (as in tennis)
9 capitalized, Christian Science : GOD
- at love : holding one's opponent scoreless in tennis
- in love : inspired by affection

but is that not too simple... if so than love must be quite inexpensive and simple to come by.

love
爱
liefde
amour
Liebe
αγάπη
amore
愛
사랑
amor
влюбленность

love is near insanity.
We only seem to know it well as we age, but the perplexing fault is that we always move on and forward with age.
Wisdom is such a hairy monster that ridicules our past.

Outside the moon has buried itself into the shadow of the earth.
All the clouds allow is a glimpse of a faintly gray ghostly body haunting the night sky.

Today I showed both weakness and strength.
If I accept the love of a girl who has a distant boyfriend she cares for but is always hurt by am I then a hypocrite?
I vowed not to be like Glenn ever, and take advantage of a couple in weakness for my own good. I am not going to listen the the faults that are had of this boy by this girl. I am not going to base my sole judgement of him by these thoughts alone. I don't think I'll even make a judgement on him.
If I should, I will not share that judgement with her. That would be most unfair, to him, and to her.
Pehaps I should give her more room to work things out with him first. If she loves him, as I do her, than maybe that would bring her more happiness.
I must beat any jealousy that should exist in me. Although I've noticed surprisingly little.
Am I really so easily trusting?
Am I really conscious of myself today?
Am I really a good kisser?

If I can believe the truth of me, than I have little regret to fear.

我真正地爱她。

What a messed up age; 27 and it hasn't even been a month yet. although I must say it is much better than 26, and even more so than 25. maybe it is to be my best year. or pehaps I just could/just should care less. it is much too trivial to place happiness on an age.
That's what sleeplessness does though I guess. it turns a man (or woman) into what i've become on this night.
fuzzy.